auuww..

hehehe.. duunno wat to put on the title.. but that's an expression on wat i felt rite now..lama x update blog.. haha.. i promise that this is my last n only blog.. hmm nanti mlm kita menulis

adakah sambung belajar membantu kita dalam kerjaya?

hmm prof penah tanye kami dlm kelas.. rata2 ada memberi kenyataan bhw boss diorg x menghargai pendapat dan pandangan org mcm kitorg.. dan bende ni semua x membantu . bg aku further study is abt self improvement... xperlu di luahkan melalui kata2.. tp lebih berkesan dengan perbuatan.. (paham ke org bace ni??)

sbnrnye aku sambng belajo pun bukan gila nak naik pangkat.. aku terpaksa sbb nak naik taraf tutor ke lecturer..n of course bertambah la gaji... n sebarang peningkatan semua utk diri sendiri dan parents aku.. sbg anak yg single n x kawin lagi.. so aku je la harapan ibu bapa utk jaga diorg....

aku x kejo pangkat punn.. asalkan aku happy.. n bila happy baru lakita boleh keje dgn baik... x semestinya pangkat tinggi.. pangkat tinggi tp darah tinggi buat apa.. at least org mcm aku ni risiko darah tinggi lambat la sikit sampai... hahahaha... ee jauhkan le aku dr penyakit berbahaya...

are we able and ready to have our own cyber court?

as we can see and experienced that cyber crimes had increased tremendously as well as the number of internet users and subscribers according to cyber security malaysia. the number of cellular phone station also will be increased up to 97% in 2010.. n this shows that there will be more threat and we need law to protect our rights. where are IT intellectual people? where are the network security experts?
bukannye xde .. tp ramai.. n i believe they are work on it silently to establish the structure... but at this moment we also can see n hear radio and tv advertisement to make people aware about the cyber crimes.. its all depends on the individual and their choice.. the fisrt step i think is occupied with the reality of the malaysia's current cyber situation.. wic is developing awareness tru mass media...

langkah kerajaan utk mengurangkan kadar buta IT tu bagus.but at the same time it need to be balanced... mana cyber lawyer? dulu aku cite pasalcyber lawyer kat budak C&C diorg dok gelak2kan.. setupid dum dum.. org amik IT x semestinye jd engneer, programmer.. tp boleh jd lawyer.. or x salah kalau jd hakim.. soo.. aku selalu adviced kat stud2 aku supaya involve in network security .. agak kurang glamer.. tp interesting..

back to the topic..in terms of readiness.. kita memang ada cyber law.. cuma kurang expert in judgement.... tu je.. nak kata x cukup... rasanya kat mosti n skmm mcm2 guideline and rules. tp efektifness always being question...

kesedaran kene pupuk dulu.. kalau x sure penjara cyber penuhhh.. silap2 ngan aku n satu fmly sekali masuk.. n sure yg ramai bankrup byr saman ken dakwa free downloadng la.. n mcm2.. yg nampak simple tp sbnrnye illegal..


anyway..the first step is look into academic curriculum n syllabus.. in skools n ipta's & ipts.. n perception of IT is doesnt matter shud be banished.

bots and botnet

What is bots and botnet?

I had referred few articles about the bots and botnet. According to techtarget.com botnet is a group of computers that operate automatically that has been set by the owners to forward data transmission such as spam, emails and also viruses in Internet. It is also called as zombie army. According to the article also this threat are home based and act as a master spam and virus inventor.

Another source, techfaq.com also came with the same definition but is also stated that bots or botnet operates in the same network environment that share program processing. Its also known as malware or malicious software. Once a computer was affected by the bots, it will become a zombie and accept whatever commands that were order by the bots commander.

The size of a botnet can be small or in big number. It is depends on the complexity of the bots software that was created. A large botnet may be composed up to 10 000 zombies while a small botnets consist of only 1000 zombie. An interesting fact stated that the owner of the zombie did not realize that their computer was affected and being remotely controlled and exploited by other people normally tru IRC.

There are many types of botnet. Some are automatically spread tru the net by using scripts. Because of this kind of capability, some people categorized it as computer viruses. Anyway it is not all botnet has this kind of capability.

next i wil continue it tomorrow.. as i am sosleepy...n when lai can write my own code since i know its only written using c++ajee....howpowerful is C++ ... rugi korg x belajo.. aku suh belajo x mo buat sungguh2...

u95

baiknye i aku tulis dlmbahasa melayu.. kalau kita tgk jumlah pembace (le konon) dlmblog ni.. jumlah dr negaara tu lebih ramai dr veiwer ngara kita.. n aku pelik sape ye? hmm mungkin pemilik vd klip yg aku tampalkan atau.. kat opis aku pakai u95...... ni yg aku nak study ni..ke kawan2 aku pakai proxy...tp u95 tu antara faktor statistik meningkat sbb aku test kat opis... meh study u95...

Im that star up in the sky..im a montain that peak up high...

since that i can see that some of my readers or fr outsiders so i think i hv to write in english although its not really proper.. but i will try to write it nicely..
anyway as i was searching for "happy people" by r kelly.. i saw this song "the world's greatest".. n i think this song is very inspiring... no matter who u r..n wat ever job that u r doing (as long as it is mankind and not against moral and law )... we are the greatest people!
happy working!

p.s: as requested by a "diasbility to see things clearly" people.. i will make my font bigger.. happy reading ya!

Ignition- R. Kelly remix version...

terbelit2 lidah aku cuba follow rap ni..
anyway.. i think ths song is quite ever green dr dulu sampai skrg aku x jemu2 dgr..its really cool n relaxng jee..

seminggu beraya....

hari ni dah 8 hari kita berada dlmbulan syawal... hmm rasa sekejap aje..ramadhan.. padahal dlm tempoh tu mcm2 dugaan dtg... hihih..dlm beraya ni mcm2 hal ada yg seronokn ada yg x seronok... n ade je le yg x puas ati la.. itu ini..bla..bla..bla.. tetiba bila termenung sengsongrang n cuba ingt balik mcm mana sambut raya last yr. baru aku teringat yg ini la raya yg paling bermakna, bahagia, selesa walapun dlm keadaan yg serba simple bg aku.. selepas 4 thn menderita...SYUKURRRR Alhamdulillah x terhingga kerana dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik thn ini...syukur sgt...n sepanjang thn ni merupakan tahun aku menghargai kesihatan diri.. n betapa pentingnya sihat utk kita teruskan hidup dan jalankan tanggungjwb dgn keje & ibu bapa....
raya kali ni....

syukur dikurniakan kesiahtan yg hebat..
syukur sbb uwan n opah masih hidup...(u lurve u nenek2 kuuu...)
syukur parents aku masih hidup...
syukur aku ada adik n anak buah yg dtg raya bersama..
syukur sbb boleh makan sedap2...
syukur negara aku x perang mcm negara islam yg lain...
syukur umah aku selamat dr dimasuki perompak masa pegi tganu yg lama tuuu..
syukur aku boleh berehat sakan...
syukur dpt le bonus wpun sikit...
lastly.. syukur sbb masih dpt duit raya... hehehhee.....




anyway... hopefuly tomorrow will bring a new spirit to work as normal...

Mengapa harus aku yang mengalahhh. .. tak pernah kah kau terfikir sedikit tentng hati kuu..

Remaja...

i have 2 macho cats wic are Tot and Bebel... they are male cats with 2 diff personalities.. Tot is cool macho cat with kontot tail... who is not talkative as Bebel.. from the name also we know that Bebel is like to membebel... hehehe..
but lately i saw.. the number of cats hang out in front of my hs had increased.. there are 3 other cats wth young age... one morning.. my mum feed them with ikan rebus n nasi putih.. suddenly i heard that my mum called them "Remajaa..... lapar yee... sabar yee... jgn rebut2...." hahaha..

hmm this make me mesmerize all my lost cats ... AA,BB, DD, CC... (THE FOUR SIBLNGS).. n i love dd n cc so much... i know they oredi dead... hmm..raising u.. realy give me swet memories.. i used to feed them with milk by using picagari... black i love u..i know u live next lorong with ur new wives... u promised not to leave mee... katek... i love u too... a blind cat was kidnapped by mppj.. cc the smartest female cat that i ever known..ayuu... yg awlnye kitorg ingt kan betina... sekali jantan then kitorg start to call him ayuuubb... Mekdonald i kidnapped her at McDonald kelana jaya n balik tu aku kene marah kaw-kaw punye dgn parents...if i count alltogether ..there are abt 16 cats.. including kittens that died..semoga Allah selamatkan korang...dah roh dicucuri rahmat...


my cats:
1) AA - found at my add maths stud ... shamini
2) BB
3) DD
4) CC
5) mekdonald -bini DD
6) Ayu @ ayuub - anak CC
7) fifi - anak mekdonal
8) lliana - anak mekdonal
9) black jr - anak CC
10) Omel betina - anak CC
11) Omel jantan - anak CC
12) Abang Black - anakk CC
13) Tot -anak mekdonal .. thank god he got DD's look with mekdonal eyes
14 ) Bebel @ mat tiarap - anakCC
15) Ayu jr - anak omelbetina
16) katek anje.. -anak mekdonal
+ 3 unknown parents cats- remaja yg sombong...

- the ss blogger-

haziq...

haziq is my first nephew with magpie talent (teruknye english aku ni) ...
i was smiling when my mother told us that haziq now is very talkative as magpie... i told her that this young fella is hyperactive..thre must be over sugar level in his blood... or maybe it is because of the medication side effect of taking too much medicine when he was 1 yr++...
anyway.. what was interest me was.. his cute attitude .. his mother took him to her offce n he walked like a bigbosss with his hands behind.. (konon2 boss le tu).. n thee was makcik greeted him "Oooo ni la haziq ye... dah pandai jalan dah yeee..." n haziq answered "betul...betul.. betull" as in upin n ipin...hahaha..i was laughing...
n one sweet thing that i was touched is he aready recognize me.n when i didt come to hs place he asked abt me.. my mum said .. "along?along?" -> maknanya "mana along?" hahhaa..

along waiting for haziq.. hope u arrive safely.. along ada duit raya utk haziq!

thats all for now from syoksendiri blogger...farah

Friday.. oh friday..

(elo frens.. this not a journal.. or academic report that i need to write proper english kann....???)

normally when its comes to friday.. there is always be an expression "halamak!!! its friday again!!!".."OMG its friday!" rather than "Thks God its Friday! - TGIF"
mane takknye friday la hari yg sgt pressure siapkan assignment n report2 or prepare presention... paling freaky is prepare presenttaion.. eee .. i hate it so much...hari yg aku normally tidoat 4am...or x tido langsung..
tp tomorrow morning is a great friday... a day that i can smile lebaq sampai ke telinga.. heheheh... bcoh tomorrow is the last day of workb4 raya.. hehehe.. is the day for me n colleague to bermaaf-maafan.. applogize each other n flyy.. hahaha...
anyway me an anum plan to go to sogo... she said she haven't shop for raya.. tp aku rasa minah ni tiap2 minggu shopping... aku tiap2 minggu shopping raya tu xde la.. tp terrrshopping adee..anum ajak shopping...kat sogo... tp aku dah banned myself dr pegi sanan jalan tar area... nanti ada issue "ehhh lawanyeeeee... eehhh murahhnyee baju ni..." eee tu yg aku fobia tu..tp seronok jugakk... yati pun nak ikut pi jalan tar.. darik aku dok layan fb n blogging at opis.. baik aku jalan2..
Syukur kepada Tuhan dan terima kasih kepada majikan kerana mengurniakan kami bonus for raya! syukur sgt.. semoga dato n datin sihat dan panjang umur... ye la..kalau nak ikutkan anyak ke sikit is not the issue.. asalkan dapat... n for me..im grounded to the earth that im working with SDN. BHD. company... n i deserve it.. masuk keje at 9 kuar sharp at 5.. hehehe.. n i still can lepak2 with frens after work..ok pee banyak tu bonuss..hehehe..
tpesokearly morning i hv a few things need to be done..:
1) siapkan marking paper final java bebudak
2) key in the mmarks

4 studs je..n i bet paper tu susah so diorg x jb banyak kot.. anyway.. semester ni my stud result:
1) data struc- cemerlang (a group of stud who i can always see bright bulp on their head)
2) VB - 100% fail (2 org stud yg malas dtg kelas )
3) C++ - cemerlang (they can write a very good function m so proud of uols)
4) asas VB - cemerlang (malas tp score A - apo nak dikato)
5) OOP - x tau lagik..but i predict 50-50 lulus

haa lain kali kasi lagik aku ajo semua programming subject in one sem... baru poyo..

as 9 years of teaching experience..normally i can predict wats the stud result from the first day they enter my class... tak tau le nape... mybe aku ni ada a good intuation... kalau korg x leh tulis programming memang jgn harap aku nak kasi lulus n buat malu kolej je... my target is to make my stud to fall in love in the art of writing programming...cewahh.. poyo je lecturer ni... anyway the PASSION mesti ADA...

padan muke..kan aku dah ckppp

hmm td syukri balik umah.. katanye anak dia x sihat.. aku rasa dia yg letih buat bubur pengat td..
ade le dlm 2 jam dia balik... so aku dengan dengkinye bgtau dia pengetua carik dia...
dia pun panic la.. konon2 aku ckp kat boss dia dah balik umah.n boss tunjuk muka upset..
syukri kata nak jumpa pengetua hehehe.. padan muke .. pegi le jumpa.. ala jumpa boss pun ape masalahnye kan. so x salah le aku n anum tipu dia... nurul pun sama...
hehehe... tu la sape suh assign aku buat keje mencuci2 periuk nii.. kan haa amik ko sebijikk.. ala...takat jumpa boss beramah mesra no harm pun kann.hehehe..ok lee tuuuuu....

list of house that i wat to visit for raya ...

well this is the list of my relatives hs n frens that i intend to visit.. n i miss them too..

1) aunty jun - banyak tolong aku masa study dulu.. she is inspiring me.. in studies..
2) aunty jijah - she is a fren n tolong aku dulu..
3) mak unggal - i love u always..always inpiring me
4) tok anjang - u r my atok.. although i dah xde the real one



well thats all at this moment that i can think of.. lantak pi la ntah pape english aku ni.. these 3 people banyak jasanye dulu...
org kata kalau dtg visiting wthout buah tangan wud be not nice... so i plan to bake carrot cake or orange cake ... kang aku cilok kuih tat mak aku kang kene marah lagik...

n the fourth or fifth raya i will ikut makcu tido lagend hotel..... or shud goto tganu tgk meknani kawin... i wil think of it.. sian pulak mek nani.. sedara n kawan aku kat uum dulu... tp bcoz of the long journey sitting n the car as a a pssenger really make me bored... i prefer to be the driver..

a power of jeling and smiling

i saw someone smiling at me at the tol counter in AKLEH.. this morning ok..
such a bright smile make my day...
at least ada gak org smiling kat aku...
actualy aku anti laki2 hensem ni...
one day .. masa aku tgh naik escelator kat klcc.. there was a bald man.. tall n ok-ok la.. look at me..
n wat i did was jeling kat dia .. jeling maut tauu...with full of hate..
suddenly he smiled at me..
hahaha.. dlmhati aku..nasib baika ku jeling at least he can smile at me.. padahal sure mamat tu kata
pompuan ni gila jeling2 kat aku...
anyway.. i got his sweet smile..
hahaha..

how my next 10 yrs raya wil be?

when i look on walls in fb ..i can see that most dlm 90% of my frens are in raya mood...
they look so happy.. sending e - cards..
write all the raya wishes...
but for me this late 5 yrs...raya alsways be the ssame..n makin lama makin boring... sbb cuti panjang sgt...
like last raya.. on the frst raya is nice la..gathering kat umah my makcu... with nenek.. n all the fmily. cousin.. secodn couz.. dtg visiting my nenekk.. meeting al my long lost coz.. yg dulu2. masa kecik2 kita kawan..now sume dah jd bapak org...
ok la.. that was the peak time of my raya...
n the most meaningful of raya is during semyang raya pagi tu.. time tu le..aku rasa mcm teruknye la aku sbg umatNya.. wic aku sendiri bilele nak berubah...ada keinsafan di situ.. n i believe all the muslim feltl the same way juga.. that is aidilfitri..
but bila asuk secodn n third.. wic the first week of raya shud be excited... fun..i fee so mellow n sad..
maybe i teringat kes thn 2005..wic i waited for someone for so long.. sooooo longgg i waited... suddenly i got the bad news.. that wass a tragic.. wic i dun think that the third party wud think it will give the bad memory for for the REST of my life.. (as i said ppl im not important to anyone)
so now makin lama..raya is not really important to me...less meaningfull...maybe u guys wd say that i ni x bersyukur..hmm but i bersyukur that i hv a happly fmly... nenek semua masih hidup..lovely aunts..cousins..

but i wonder.. wat happen if my parents is no more arond.wic is n the next 10 yrs maybe... wat happen to me?? hows my raya?
there is no words to explain the feeling...only tears wud explain it.. huhuh la plak.. thnak god that my parents named me fara..wic means kegirangan.. i still can laugh in tears..

y must be in one color?

i x suke buat aktiviti
yg pakai baju same2 kaler
wic is mcm bebudak sekolah aje...
well let see if the activity is fun...

sakitnye kaki ku,,

td strended dlm.. dr opiskul 5..sampai umah at 7.30..
singgah kedai mamak..n makan nasi kandar sorang2.. huhuh..
sakitnye kaki... ngantuk.. letih...
i want to rest in peace...

wat is supposed to be.. ??

anyway..ths blog is suppose to be a media for me to write sumthing that is intellectual.. but now it seems to be a platform for me to lepas geram.. or in english we call it express my tot n feeling... wic most of it are frustration n anger... when the happiness will come?
another condition this bog is totally barred (betuulke terms ni??) from my fmly member to read... unless they are a very good intenet surfers...wic i du think so le..
but i wud try to make this blog as campur version..as im trying hard for me to be intellectuall la konon... to upgrade myself.. as my english also tunggang langgang..
but i love it when prof said.. i like fara's writing.. she can write in simple languge n yet very interesting.. hahaha.. ye kerr?? so i also kembabang le pe lagikkk.. n i still cant find whether betulke interesting my writing. merepek ade le..
but i wud grade it as 80% is more abt expressing myself... as internet is the most effective tool to voice out of ur thinking n believes....n yet quite dangerous...if too much of exposure.. well.. hmm..
anyway.. this blog is only a cahnnel for me to lepas geram n be myself.. n expressing tots juga...
sukati la wat style of writing kan...

my fairness right

Ini tidak adil!..
as the only daughter in the family i wud say that my mom is not beng fair to me!
nape kawan2 adikipar aku oder ..dia buat kuih tart tu ..
kawan2 aku order dia xmobuat... bukan lebanyak pun...
kononnye alasan adik ipar aku tu dah order lama...
aku order dulu2 dia kata x nak amik..kata x buat..
kononnye best fren n the closest fmly je dia buatkan...
n aku perasan kalau aku nak minta ape2 ade je alasan n mcm berat sgt...
so mmni aku buat perintah berkurung..
aku xmo ckp ngan sape2..
although look simple.. tp aku terasa la...
n this is not only once but few times dah..wic i think..
sekali lagik happen ... i wud meletop.. wic i dun care who i might speak to...
tp bila pikir baik2..
kalau aku buat nanti berdosa kann..mak pulak tu..
wic aku sendiri x suke argue dgn org.. n aku x suke buat org x ske kat aku..
unless angin kerek aku dtg...
sobaik je la aku diam2.. n tulis je dlm blog ni....
as people always treat me pun as an emotionless person...as im not exist in this world pun..
im so frustrated tonight!

Blue

i like blue...
my mouse is blue...
my compact powder case is blue
my pencil case is blue..
my pen is blue..
i like to watch blue.. hehehe..
today i dress in blue...
but i dun feel so blue...

tu je pantun 8 kera

Hope for today...

i hope this is going to be the only blog that i hv... (after another 2 which i forgot the pswd & id)
i hope that i wil continuing writing...
i hope i can improve my writing..my vocab... as my lec said... as intellectual people u must be a good writer...to write jurnals an artcle.. and the most important for my research raeport..
i hope today is a good day...
i hope today i can eat good food for breakfast...
i hope my boss will cancel watever meeting so that i can hv more time n front of my mini lappy...
i hope i can be a better person...a better muslim.. a better daughter.. sister.. granddaughter and also makcik (me oredi a makcik)
i hope i can find something for mak as raya present... but im still blurr dunno wat i can give her... coz.. she dun like to use or wear anything that i gave... (not sure wheather she dun like it or not.. but seems she didnt like it.. i think so)
i hope i can be an independent lady... less arrogant but more gentle.. with humble heart...
i hope i can be healthy all the time...
i hope i can be a better stud... as i also soo lazy like a cat... to start reading.. n read...
i hope Allah will protect me for watever i do...
i hope that He will grant me more return..rezeki...
i hope that He will ease me for wat ever i do...



thats all for today hopes... wait for tomorrow..